7
Sunday
morning there was more news about Hurricane Katrina. The storm had intensified
overnight its winds were now blowing at a hundred sixty miles an hour, making
it a Category 5 hurricane and it was headed for New Orleans. Local officials
had ordered unequivocal calls to evacuate coastal areas of Louisiana,
Mississippi and Alabama.
I suppose that to a Californian like me, a major hurricane
has an epic, almost mythical quality similar to what an earthquake might have
to an Easterner. I still remember the frantic phone calls I received from my
cousins in the East when the Loma Prieta earthquake struck while they were
watching the warm-up for the third game of the 1989 World Series on television.
But when my father, of blessed memory, called from Los Angeles, he casually
said, with the Cockney accent that he liked to put on, Avin a bit of a
quake, are we?
The newscast went on to less pressing matters, and I
rolled over to my bedside radio in order to change stations to KDFC. On Sunday
mornings there is a two-hour slot during which the station presents its Sacred
Concert. Not only are there no commercials, but its also the only time in the
programming two hours out of a hundred sixty-eight during which any vocal
music is heard. At other times, if you hear singing you know its a commercial.
In the middle of Bachs Magnificat it was about
eight-thirty the phone rang. I lowered the volume and picked up the receiver.
Hello, I said.
Hi, Gary. Its Ann. Ann Mason. Ann Mason was the only
Ann I knew, but it didnt matter.
Hi, Ann. I guess you got my e-mail message.
Yes, thats why Im calling. What you asked me wasnt the
kind of question thats easily answered by e-mail. Do you want me to tell you?
Yes.
Maybe it was just my intuition, but it seemed like you
werent really looking at her, like maybe you were fantasizing about somebody
else. And it seemed to me that she gave off that kind of vibe, of being with a
guy who wasnt really into her. Believe me, Ive had plenty of experience with
that, and when I met Jeff, and it wasnt like that with him, I knew that Id
found something special. Do you know what Im running on about?
I understand what youre saying, but its like the news
about Hurricane Katrina I know what a hurricane is, but I havent experienced
one. Maybe men dont pay attention that way.
You can say that again! You dont know how many times
Ive tried to signal to a guy that Im not interested, and they just dont
notice. And Ive heard the same from other women.
Well, to get back to Friday night: I have no idea of what
kind of signals I gave off, because I wasnt being myself. I think I was drunk
or something. Did you or Jeff spike the wine with anything?
Not that I know of, Ann said uncertainly.
I decided not to pursue the matter. Anyway, whos Chris?
I asked.
Her name is Chris Martinez, and she works at Wells Fargo.
Not in the same department as Jeff, but they know each other from work.
Not the trust department, by chance?
I dont think so. Why?
I may be having some dealings with the trust department
in the near future.
IT isnt the trust department, is it?
No. Its information technology. Computers.
Thats what I thought. Anyway, shes trying to get back
in circulation after a painful breakup, blah-blah-blah. And I think she liked
you. She danced up a storm, and got kind of excited, but you werent there for
her, so Jeff took care of her.
I see, I said, unsure of what to say next. I was tempted
to say How nice of him! but it seemed too ambiguous maybe facetious,
maybe not and I wasnt even sure of how I would have meant it. Is she
Martinez by marriage? I asked by way of digression.
No. When she was married she was Chris Lynch. Her father
was Spanish or Peruvian or something like that. Why do you ask?
I dont know, I just
Are you interested in her?
I guess so.
Okay, let me give you her phone number. I think shed
like to hear from you. In fact, I know she would.
Thanks, Ann, I said after jotting down the number. I saw
no reason to promise that I would call. Whether I would do so was between Chris
and me, or, at bottom, between me and me.
I was feeling
rested and still full from Robertas dinner. The weather was foggy and cool
again, though the forecast had promised an early burn-off. It felt like a good
day for a bike ride through Golden Gate Park, perhaps with a breakfast stop at
some café along the way. A couple of months hence, when the new De Young Museum
opened, the museums café might be a nice place for such a stop.
I could literally see the fog burning off in the course of
my ride through the Panhandle. When I got home I was ready for lunch, and
ignored the message light blinking on my answering machine until I had finished
eating.
The message was from Margo: Call me, please, Gary. Its
urgent. I brushed my teeth and called her back.
Thanks for calling back so quickly, she said.
You made it sound urgent.
Well, it is. Ive been trying to contact Andy to talk to
him about the business that you told me about, and I havent been able to get
him. Finally I heard from him a couple of hours ago. He was calling from
Houston Airport. Hes going to New Orleans.
What? Television images of the hurricane were swirling
in my head.
Hes got family there, and he needs to help them evacuate.
Family? Hes from Oregon!
Maybe not literally family, but people that he feels are
family.
But hows he going to New Orleans? The airports closed!
I know. He was flying to Lafayette, and was going to rent
a car there.
But I heard that all the roads around New Orleans are one
way going north!
Believe me, Gary, if anyone will find a way, its Andy.
You dont know what this guy is capable of.
I wonder if you do, I thought of saying but didnt.
I said nothing, and Margo went on.
So anyway, Gary, Im asking you, as a courtesy, to put
the matter on hold until I can talk to Andy.
Courtesy between lawyers? Or between ex-spouses?
Ex-spouses who are opposing lawyers? Thats like honor among thieves, I
thought.
As far as my case is concerned, I said, it doesnt
involve Andy Stone. My client is Peter Harts daughter. Andy was his live-in
companion. Peter left no will that anyone knows of. The law is clear.
I cant believe what Im hearing. Is this the Gary
Einhorn that I was married to?
You were married to a sap, I thought. No, it
isnt, I said. Maybe its time you learned that. It was harsh, but it felt
good to have said it.
Margo hung up without another word.
I sat down on the sofa to browse through the Sunday Chronicle.
There was nothing in the paper yet about the hurricane. The main article on the
front page dealt with a planned State crackdown on transit diesel buses. The
Pink section was unusually thick, fattened with the Fall Arts Preview.
I
spent most of the afternoon reading and listening to music, interspersed with a
little Web-surfing. Around three oclock I looked outside through my open
window. The weather seemed warm, and I went for a walk around the neighborhood.
I couldnt help thinking about Andy Stone. What Margo had
told me about him made him seem heroic. But he was undoubtedly a liar. Was he a
liar-hero, like Odysseus? Was he even telling the truth about his voyage to New
Orleans?
For dinner I made myself a simple pasta dish and a salad,
and ate while watching CNNs coverage of Hurricane Katrina. I even made myself
watch Bushs speech, and put up with his recital of the people with whom he had
spoken about the disaster. But once he diverged from the topic in order to talk
about the proposed Iraqi constitution, which he called an inspiration to those
who share the universal values of freedom, democracy, and the rule of law, a
slight feeling of nausea set in, and I snapped the power off.
In the evening I decided to call Chris Martinez. I was not
ignoring my reluctance to get involved with friends of friends. But I was not
calling her for a date. I felt that, since she was now an acquaintance, I owed
it to myself to rectify the impression I may have made on her Friday evening at
Ann and Jeffs.
I dialed her number, and got her
recorded message. Hi, this is Chris. Please leave me a message after the
beep. Her voice was pleasant.
Hi, Chris, this is Gary Einhorn. I hope
you remember who I am. I then paused, in order to test if she was screening
calls. Sure enough, the same voice answered live.
Hi, Gary. Sure I remember. She laughed, rather loudly.
Well, Im calling to say two things. One is that you
probably remember me better than I remember you. She laughed again. And the
other thing, which I hope explains the first, is that how you remember me is
not how I am.
Thats too bad, she said, laughing yet again, though
with a softer laugh.
I was taken aback. What do you mean? I asked.
I liked you the way you were. This time there was no
laugh.
I was drunk!
So? You were funny, dancing and singing and joking and
all that. Until you, kind of, went inside your own space.
Her reaction was so unexpected that I had to gather my
thoughts before continuing. Chris, Im fifty years old, and Ive never, never
in my life, been drunk before.
This time it was Chris who paused. I dont know what to
say. Maybe
maybe you should try it again, so you get to know that part of you,
which you seem to be denying. I hope Im not being too presumptuous, she said
with another soft laugh.
Not at all, I said. Thats very good advice from
someone who barely knows me. Just recently Ive been learning things about
myself that I didnt know, or maybe didnt want to know, and it feels good.
Im glad, she said. I sensed a tacit Is there anything
else? in her intonation.
Im curious if youd like to meet my sober self, what I
like to think of as my real self. Though I may be wrong, I added with a laugh,
in which she joined me.
Yeah, sure, Id like that.
Are you free for dinner next Friday?
Friday
Let me turn the calendar page. September second.
Yes, Im free. But I hope its more than dinner.
You mean
Her loud laugh was back. I mean dancing, music, whatever.
You may not remember, but Im a Latina girl who likes to have fun. I havent
had any in a while, and I dont want to waste time. Just like Rose Bargallo, I
thought.
It so happens that thats what I do remember, I said,
and it sounds good to me. Shall I call you later in the week to make
arrangements?
Sure. But give me your phone number, just in case.
After giving it to her I said, Its been great talking to
you, Chris.
Likewise, Gary.
Hasta el viernes, I said, having surmised from
the way she said Latina that she spoke Spanish fluently.
There was a moments pause.
¿Hablas español?
¡Estupendo!
¡Hasta luego!
¡Hasta luego!
I had, willy-nilly, committed myself to a date. With a
friend of a friend. Since so many changes had happened to me in the nine days
since Libby Schlemmer stepped into my office, what was yet another change?
Thinking about changes led me back to thoughts about the
seemingly protean Andy Stone and his upcoming exploits in Louisiana. What
little I knew of Louisiana came from the Dave Robicheaux
novels of James Lee Burke, and I remembered that I had recently bought
his latest, Crusaders Cross, but had not opened it yet. It was time for
another vicarious sojourn in the sweat-drenched, mosquito-infested,
hurricane-ridden swamps of the Gulf Coast